From our Torah portion for this week (Ki Tavo) we read: “And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you, if you hear (shema) the Voice of the LORD your God” (Deut. 28:2). The language here is unusual, as if these blessings would seize you like an army takes an enemy stronghold. The sages comment that God’s blessings can “overtake” you in a way that may hide their true purpose for your good (Rom. 8:28). At such times we do not understand they are a concealed mercy (רַחֲמִים נִסְתָר) designed for our benefit. Therefore king David affirmed his confidence despite being surrounded by trouble. Where it is written, “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life” (Psalm 23:6), the verb translated “shall follow me” (i.e., יִרְדְּפוּנִי) comes from a root word that means “to pursue,” as a hunter chases after his prey. David was sure that God’s lovingkindness would “hound” him as he made his way through this world – even in the dark places, even in “the valley of the shadow of death” (בְּגֵיא צַלְמָוֶת) – where God’s rod and staff would there comfort him and shepherd his way (Psalm 23:4). Therefore we we pray: “May your love, O LORD, be upon us, as we hope in You.”

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Whatever the heart seeks, it will find. We are constantly “asking, seeking, and knocking” (Matt. 7:7), even if we are often unaware of our heart’s search. The one who pursues righteousness will find it, just as evil will come to the one who searches after it (Prov. 11:27). As it is written, “Those who worship worthless idols forsake the love (i.e., chesed: חֶסֶד) that could be theirs” (Jonah 2:8). David understood that as he pursued God, God’s love would pursue him; as we seek, so we are sought by God; as we draw near to God, so He will draw near to us (James 4:8).

The prophet Hosea likewise cried out: “Let us know; let us press on to know (i.e., נִרְדְּפָה, “pursue after”) the LORD; His going out is sure as the dawn; He will come to us as the showers, as the spring rains that water the earth” (Hos. 6:3). May God help us pursue him be’khol levavkha – with all our heart – because He has promised, “You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart” (Jer. 29:13). And may the love of the LORD indeed be upon us, even as we put our hope in Him. Amen.

Perhaps you (like me) once learned Psalm 19:7 as, “The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul.” However, the Hebrew text might better be translated as, “The instruction (i.e., Torah) of the LORD is perfect, returning the soul.” This is the message of teshuvah (תְּשׁוּבָה), or “repentance,” of course. We turn away from ourselves to discover that only the love of God given in Yeshua gives life to our dead hearts (Mark 1:15). Teshuvah is therefore first of all a matter of faith, of trusting in the miracle of God. And though it is indeed a great gift from heaven, it requires that we pass through the “narrow gate” of humility by confessing the truth about who we are (Matt. 7:13). We turn away from our pride; we acknowledge our inner poverty, our neediness, and we mourn over the loss and hurt caused by our sin. Teshuvah turns us away from our attempts to defend or justify ourselves and instead turns to God to heal our separation from love (Rom. 8:3-4). The miracle of love buries our old nature and transforms us into a new creation (2 Cor. 5:17).

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One of the great Hebrew names of God is El Elyon (אֵל עֶלְיוֹן), often translated as “God Most High.” The name first appears in the Torah regarding the mysterious figure of Malki-Tzedek (מַלְכִּי־צֶדֶק), the timeless king and priest of Zion who served “bread and wine” to our father Abraham – alluding to the sacraments later used to commemorate our redemption (Gen. 14:18). As the timeless king and priest of God, Malki-Tzedek is a “theophany,” or a revelation of the LORD our God Yeshua before He emptied Himself and made his descent to this world (Phil. 2:7; Heb. 7:3). Yeshua is our great King of Kings and High Priest of the New Covenant, a better covenant that restores the kingship and priesthood back to God Himself (Heb. 7:12).

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Now the Hebrew term “Elyon” itself (עֶלְיוֹן) comes from a root word (עָלָה) that means “to ascend” or “to lift up.” For instance, an “olah offering” (עלָה) is a whole burnt offering that ascends upward to heaven, and “aliyah” (עֲלִיָּה) means “going up” to the land of Israel. The word “Elyon,” then, expresses the truth that the LORD is the Resurrected One who overcame all the powers of hell and utterly vanquished death’s power. In other words, Elyon is a name for the LORD our God Yeshua.

The sages say that Moses wrote Psalm 91 as he dwelt in the secret place (סֵתֶר) of the Most High God, in the “midst of the dark cloud” (Exod. 24:18), a place of sacred and holy concealment. The thick clouds are a “hiding place” for him (Job 22:14). Notice that the one who “abides” in the secret of the Most High dwells in an ascended place of rest – being lifted up above the surrounding madness of this fallen world of flux and shadows. The Hebrew word means to lodge or to “sleep” (לִין), connecting it metaphorically with death and resurrection. By dwelling in the death and resurrection of Yeshua, God will shield you with His Presence and make evil powerless before you.

Since God hides Himself in this world (Isa. 45:15), we must humbly seek His face to enter into the place of His holy concealment in all things. God is Elyon – High above – but He dwells “with the lowly and the broken of heart” (Isa. 57:15). Therefore the LORD our God is called Shaddai (שַׁדַּי) – our Sustainer, Provider, Refuge, and Home. Just as we can be surrounded by the “shadow of death” (tzal mavet), so we can be surrounded by the “shadow of Shaddai” (tzal Shaddai). Like a powerful eagle brooding over her chicks, so Shaddai covers you with wings of protection (Psalm 91:4).

When you “abide” in the secret of Elyon – the Ascended One – you are concealed by the dark clouds of His Glory, and the Presence of Shaddai overshadows you… The LORD will save you from the ensnaring trap and from the devastating pestilence (Psalm 91:3). By abiding in the truth that God’s Presence pervades all things at all times – you become a “stranger” (גֵּר) with the LORD in this world, a “sojourner” (תּוֹשָׁב) who awaits the recompense of the wicked and the healing of the world at the end of the age. “You will tread on the lion and the adder; the young lion and the serpent you will trample underfoot” (Psalm 91:13).

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