“Our Lord Jesus oftentimes said, ‘This I am. This I am. I am what you love. I am what you enjoy. I am what you serve. I am what you long for. I am what you desire. I am what you intend. I am all that is'” (Julian of Norwich). Amen to such beautiful words. And we should attend to stirring of our hearts, our deepest desires, since they ultimately find their end in God. As C.S. Lewis noted, our longing for a love which no experience in this world can fully satisfy is a sign that were made for God’s eternal love.
You seek beauty, peace, love, and life, but the Lord says that he is the substance and heart of all these things… The lilies of the field do not toil but are arrayed in God’s pleasure and design; the birds do not store up their food in barns but are sustained to take wing in the winds of God’s hovering presence. Every hair on your head is numbered; there is not a word on your tongue unheard by your Heavenly Father.
Imagine, if you will, Yeshua saying the following words, all of which are attested in the holy Scriptures: “I am the bread of life. I am the substance of what satisfies your hunger. I am essential for life. I am the manna that comes down from heaven to feed you and make you forever alive. I give you sustenance and strength; I will give you living water that will be like an oasis for your heart – the Spirit of Life that will comfort you. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. I alone can satisfy your deepest needs and longings. I am Life itself, the source and blessing of all that is good and worthy and true.
I am the light of the world. I give to you the light of life. My presence will guide your way. I will turn your darkness into light. In me is the fountain of life; in my light you shall receive light… I will give you a heart to know me. I am the Word of God: the Voice and revelation of the LORD, the Source of all truth. I am the LORD who brings you out of the darkness of your bondage; I am the one who redeems you, the one who atones for you, the one who suffers and dies for you to remove what separates you from God’s Presence. I am the Father who receives you with open arms; I sacrifice the fattened calf to celebrate the blessing of your life… I am the LORD your healer; I sanctify you in my love.
I am the gateway to life. I am the door that opens to the Kingdom of Heaven. I am the way to know the Father’s heart; I express the truth of God in who I am; I am the resurrection of God: No one can enter the kingdom apart from me. I am the LORD and there is no Savior apart from me. Do not be afraid: I will hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, “Fear not, I am the one who helps you.” I am the Good Shepherd who faithfully guards each one of his flock.
I am your way to connect with God. I am the true Vine. Live in me and I will live in you. I will never leave nor forsake you. Draw near to me: lean upon my bosom. I will teach you what love means. Find comfort in my love for you. Then you will be able to love others and glorify the truth of my heart’s passion for all people.”
Yeshua is the way, the truth, and the love for which our heart cries out. In Him we “live and move and have our being.” He is the Alef and Tav, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End, and the Sacred Center of all that exists. His heart is our “all in all,” the fullness of all that will ever mean anything at any time. “I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine; he grazes among the lilies.” May you open your heart and draw near to him today. Amen.
- Jer. 31:3b Hebrew page (pdf)