The Tragedy of Envy…

Our Torah this week (i.e., Korach) begins, “And Korah took” (וַיִּקַּח קרַח), which immediately suggests something about the character of the man. Though he was wealthy, esteemed among his tribe, and honored with the task of caring for the Ark of the Covenant, none of this was enough for Korah… There was an insatiable hunger, a “black hole” in his soul, an unrelenting envy, that drove him to madness and self-destruction. Korah was imprisoned by his own jealousy, arrogance, and spite. When he compared himself to Moses and Aaron, he felt overlooked, deprived, and therefore he justified in his desire to be honored. As an archetypal figure, Korach warns us against being swallowed up with egotistical envy or seeking the praises of men (Matt. 23:2-7).

In the Kingdom of heaven, worldly success is sheer delusion. There are open and hidden riches. There is a pearl of great price, a treasure “hidden in a field.” These riches are regarded as “fool’s gold” to those who love this world and trust only in the realm of the phenomenal, but to those who trust in the LORD, they represent all that the heart needs…

 

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The Narrow Door…

“Make every effort to enter through the narrow door, because many, I tell you, will seek to enter but will not be able” (Luke 13:24). The narrow door is the way of humility, assuming a low position, crawling, if you will, and making yourself small… It is the way of the cross of Messiah, confessing the truth of our condition and trusting in God alone for deliverance.. The narrow door is the way of faith – trusting God’s compassion and righteousness given on your behalf. The large, wide-open door is designed for the crowd and its various idols. Beware of the world that seeks to assimilate the soul: beware of becoming part of the crowd! The individual is lost and overwhelmed in the midst of the crowd and its momentum. The crowd assimilates the soul, laughs at the notion of individual responsibility, and abandons itself to the gravity of fallen natural forces… The life of faith, on the other hand, refuses to regard the individual human heart as a triviality. Faith is an individual struggle, a walk into unknowing; it is the way of the sojourner who feels uneasy in this world of shadows… God is always with us and helps us stay strong and resolute, even as we struggle through the darkness of this age. Press on, friend: the day and the hour draw near!

 

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Seeing with Heart…

“We walk by faith, not by sight” (2 Cor. 5:7). This is true for all people, since every soul lives by faith of some kind or another. Our Torah portion this week (Shelach) begins with the episode of the spies and concludes with the warning not to “spy after your heart and after your eyes” (Num. 15:39). The Torah mentions the heart first and then the eyes to indicate that the eyes follow the heart.  We see as we believe with our heart: “According to your faith be it done unto you.” When the spies said, “We are not able to go up (לא נוּכל לעלות)… for they are stronger than us” (Num. 13:31), they revealed their unwillingness to believe in God’s promise, or, to put it another way, they revealed their faith in God’s inability to deliver on his word…. Indeed, the Hebrew word for “than us” (i.e, ממנו) can also mean “than Him,” suggesting that the spies believed that even God would be unable to uproot the Canaanites!  According to their faith, so it was done; by believing that it was impossible, they lost the possibility of God’s promise…

Faith sees what is possible and refuses to yield to the artificiality of mere appearance. Indeed, appearances are often a test of our courage. We may never know how often a test was given and – just before victory was manifest – the heart grew faint and was lost to fear. “According to your faith” (על פי אמונתך) is a spiritual principle that applies to everyone. In that sense, it is not that we have faith that matters (since we all do), but whether our faith is grounded in the promises and power of the LORD God of Israel, or something else….

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The Fight for your Life…

Because we are in the midst of a raging spiritual war, it is imperative to gird your mind and heart with truth… Keep yourself armed for the battle and be aware of the common strategies of the enemy of your soul (2 Cor. 2:11). Trust in God’s power to deliver you from evil (1 Cor. 10:13). Be resolute in your convictions, refusing to yield to worldly pressures to compromise your faith in the name of supposed “tolerance.” It is not loving to suppress the truth of Yeshua or to minimize the truth claims of our Messiah’s vision of reality. Fight the good fight of faith, and take hold of those spiritual weapons that are “mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds” (2 Cor. 10:4). Always be ready to yield every thought to the obedience of your LORD (2 Cor. 10:4). Know that this is the fight for your life, friend. The Prince of Peace (שַׂר־שָׁלוֹם) came to make peace between God and sinners through his sacrificial blood, but he did so by means of a terrible conflict with the powers of darkness, and his message still offends those enslaved by pride and fear… The devil provides weapons for those in his service, namely voilence, the lies of darkness, the impudence of pride, and the vain seductions of this world, and therefore it behooves us to avail ourselves of the weapons of faith received by the agency of the Spirit of God (Eph. 6:11-18). Be sober and vigilant because your adversary (ἀντίδικος) the devil prowls about like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same experiences of suffering are being accomplished by your brethren who are in the world” (1 Pet. 5:7-8). Yield yourself to God, resist the devil and he will flee from you (James 4:7). The end of all things draws near: be awake; call upon the Name of the LORD….

 

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Like-for-Like Revelation…

It has been said that grace is getting what you don’t deserve, whereas mercy is not getting what you do… Yeshua said, “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy” (Matt. 5:7). This is not a reciprocal law like karma, i.e., you get in return what you first give, since we cannot obtain God’s mercy as reward for our own supposed merit (Rom. 4:4). No, we are able to extend mercy to others when we are made merciful (“full of mercy”), that is, when we first receive mercy from God. After all, you can’t give away what you don’t have, and if we have no mercy for others, it is likely that we have not received it ourselves, as the parable of the Good Samaritan reveals (Luke 10:25-8). Your forgiveness is your forgiveness: as you forgive, so you reveal your heart. What you do comes from what you are, not the other way around… We are first transformed by God’s grace and then come works of love. We are able to judge others mercifully, with the “good eye,” because we come to believe that we are beloved by God.

The pattern therefore abides: First you realize you are broken, impoverished of heart, and you therefore mourn over your sinful condition. Then you hunger and thirst for God’s righteousness, for his healing and deliverance, and you learn to trust the mercy of God, that is, you come to accept that you are accepted despite your unacceptability. You begin to show yourself mercy; you learn to “suffer yourself” and forgive your own evil, and then you extend this mercy to others who are hurting around you… The failure to extend mercy, to demand your “rights” or hold on to grudges, implies that you are relating to God as Judge rather than as Savior (James 2:13). If we condemn what we see in others, we have yet to truly see what is within our own hearts; we have yet to see our desperate need for God’s mercy for our lives. If you don’t own your own sin, your sin will own you. Being merciful is a response to God’s love and therefore is essential to genuine teshuvah… Ask the LORD to help you let go of the pain of the past by being full of mercy toward yourself and others.

 

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Chosen and Treasured…

“God chose you… from among all peoples” (Deut. 10:15). The idea is repeated several times in Torah (for example, see Deut. 14:2; Exod. 19:5-6; Deut. 7:7-8; Amos 3:2). What a great blessing to be personally selected by God to know his love and forgiveness; what a privilege to be made an heir of the covenant and promises of the LORD! Spiritually understood, being chosen is not the result of simply being born Jewish, but has to do with being in a relationship with the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the truth, and therefore Gentiles who trust in God are justified by their faith and chosen as His people. As it is written: “In the Messiah we too have been claimed as God’s own possession, since we were predestined according to the one purpose of him who accomplishes all things according to the counsel of his will” (Eph. 1:11). What an honor, what a mercy, what a joy!

The corollary of being a “chosen” person, however, is the responsibility to serve as an expression of God’s love that repairs the broken world. Therefore the Apostle Peter refers to followers of Messiah as “a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, so that we should show forth the praises of the One who has called you out of darkness into his marvelous light” (1 Peter 2:9, cp. Exod. 19:6, Deut. 7:6). Please note that these words were addressed to those formerly called Gentiles, since he adds: “Once you were not a people, but now you are God’s people” (1 Pet. 2:10, cp. Deut. 32:21; Hos. 2:23; Rom. 9:25). The Apostle Paul likewise calls believers in Yeshua a “chosen people” (Eph 1:4; 2 Thess. 2:13) who have been given direct and priestly access to God (Heb. 4:16). This priestly lineage began with Malki-Tzedek (Melchizedek), culminated in the advent of Yeshua, and is passed directly to the disciples by means of their justification and identification with the risen Savior “who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a treasured people (am segullah), zealous for good works” (Titus 2:14). “Blessed is the LORD God who has chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before Him and through Him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our sins, according to the riches of his grace” (Eph. 1:3-7). Hallelujah!

In this connection note that the word “Hebrew” means “boundary crosser,” that is, one who “crosses over” to life by being in relationship with the LORD, while a “Jew” means one who praises the LORD. The word “Jew” (יְהוּדִי) comes from a root (יָדָה) which means to “thank” or to “praise” (Gen. 29:35). The Apostle Paul alluded to this by saying that one whose heart has been circumcised by the Spirit is “one who is praised by God — not by men” (Rom. 2:29). Being a Jew therefore means you are “chosen” to receive blessings and grace to live in holiness for the glory of God and for the healing of the world. The performance of various commandments are for the greater purpose of tikkun olam, the “repair of the world,” in order to reveal God’s goodness and love (Eph. 2:8-10). Doing so makes someone a Jew, since his praise comes not from man, but from the LORD. God is the source and the power of what makes a true tzaddik (righteous person). After all, Israel was meant to be a “light to the nations” (Isa. 42:6; 60:3), and God had always planned for all the families of the earth to come to know Him and give Him glory through his chosen servant Abraham (Gen. 12:3; 22:18). “Jewishness” is therefore not an end in itself but rather a means to bring healing to the nations, and that healing comes through the blessing of the Messiah… Indeed, the entire redemptive story of the Scriptures centers on the cosmic conflict to deliver humanity from the “curse” by means of the “Seed of the woman” who would come. The gospel is Jewish because it concerns God’s great redemptive plan for the whole world (John 3:16; 4:22). Followers of Yeshua are given a Jewish heart that is full of praise for the truth of God’s salvation and love.

 

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Our Good Shepherd’s Care…

Many people are anxious about dying, though it would profit them more to be anxious about living well instead.  Indeed the best reason to think about death (memento mori) is to think about the value of life (memento vivere). Likewise many people are anxious over the prophesied “End of Days,” though it would profit them more to be anxious about walking their present day in the Presence of the Lord (Psalm 16:8).

In the Gospel of Matthew we read these words of our LORD Yeshua the Messiah: “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble” (Matt. 6:34).  Soren Kierkegaard comments: “If there is no next day for you, then all earthly care is annihilated. When the next day comes, it loses its enchantment and its disquieting insecurity. If there is no next day for you, then either you are dying or you are one who by dying to temporality has grasped the Eternal, either one who is actually dying or one who is really living… The one who rows a boat turns his back to the goal toward which he is working. So it is with the next day. When, with the help of the Eternal, a person lives absorbed in today, he turns his back to the next day. The more he is eternally absorbed in today, the more decisively he turns his back to the next day.”  Amen. May God help us live for Him today.  Today is the day of salvation; today may we hear His voice.

The walk of faith is one of “holy suspense,” trusting that God is on the other side of the next moment, “preparing a place for you” (John 14:3). In the present, then, we live in unknowing dependence, walking by faith, not by sight. For “hope that is seen is not hope; for who hopes for what he sees?” (Rom. 8:24). This is the existential posture of faith – walking in darkness while completely trusting in God’s daily care. Our task at any given moment is always the same – to look to God and to accept His will. This is where time and eternity meet within us, where God’s kingdom is revealed in our hearts. It makes no sense to worry about the future if the Good Shepherd tenderly watches over your way (Psalm 23:1-3).

 

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Thy Kingdom Come…

As followers of Yeshua, we must be “theocratic” in our focus, as our Lord himself was. He taught us to pray: “Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven” (Matt. 6:10); he instructed us to “seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness” (Matt. 6:33), and gravely warned that those who practice lawlessness (i.e., ἀνομία) are cut off from the hope of God (Matt. 7:23). Indeed God’s curse is on all those who seek to eat from the “tree of the knowledge of good and evil,” that is, those who define good and evil in their own terms, disregarding the revelation of Torah, and who desire to do only what they think is right “in their own eyes.” In the end, every knee shall bow and every tongue will confess the truth about Reality, friends… That day is coming soon.

 

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In order to say, “thy kingdom come, thy will be done” we must let go of our own agenda; our ego must be deposed from its petty little kingdom… Likewise, we can’t say, “Come, Lord Jesus” by putting our fear first, or by otherwise demanding that our life should center on our own personal “advent.” No, you must consciously choose to live in exile to this world (Gal. 6:14). How can we ever expect the LORD to live out His life through us if we do not genuinely offer our lives to Him?  And yet this is exactly the problem of the ego…

A principle of spiritual life is that we descend in order to ascend, or the “the way up is the way down.” As Yeshua said, “Whoever would be first among you must be slave of all” (Mark 10:44). Becoming nothing (i.e., ayin) in this world is the condition for seeing something in the world to come. But we become nothing by trusting in the miracle, not by trying to efface ourselves… This is not another venture of the ego. Life in the Spirit means trusting that God will do within you what you cannot do for yourself… We can only take hold of what God has done for us by “letting go” of our own devices (Phil. 2:13). When we really let go and trust, we will become nothing (i.e., klume: כְּלוּם), carried by the Torah of the Spirit of life. The way is not trying but trusting; not struggling but resting; not of clinging to life, but of letting go…

This is another example of the difficulty of truly trusting God for the miracle, of genuinely receiving the miracle… Some people scorn the idea of “easy believism,” though of course there is nothing at all “easy” about exercising true faith in the LORD and living the truth in our lives. We need the miracle; we need grace from heaven to impart real passion for us to walk according to God’s heart. Amen.

The Despair of Atheism…

The theological “problem of evil” can be summarized by saying that the following three propositions are incompatible or inconsistent: 1) God is all-loving; 2) God is all-powerful, and 3) evil exists. First it must be said that strictly speaking there is no formal contradiction between the statements (i.e., you can rationally believe all three propositions without explicit contradiction). However, the atheist believes that if you “tease out” the assumptions behind each statement you will eventually expose an inconsistency or contradiction, and therefore a rational person will admit that at least one of three statements must be in error: either God is not all-loving (i.e., perhaps he is “beyond good and evil”), or he is not all-powerful (i.e., perhaps he is limited in his ability to fight evil), or evil does not really exist (i.e., perhaps evil is an illusion). Since the existence of evil is said to be self-evident, however, the problem must be with one (or both) of the first two propositions, with the conclusion that God (understood as both all-loving and all-powerful) does not exist. Or so the atheist or skeptic may argue…

The denial of the existence of the God who is both all-loving and all-powerful (i.e., the Supreme Being) based on the existence of evil is not logically persuasive, however, first because there is no formal contradiction between the three statements (i.e., that God is all-loving, God is all-powerful, and evil exists), and second because the atheist’s conclusion that the Supreme Being does not exist is a “universal negative” statement, that is, a statement that ranges over the set of all existing things, claiming (omnisciently) that of nothing in all of existence is God… When we consider that claim, however, it should be clear that skeptical “atheism” cannot possibly justify its conclusion, since it cannot justify the essential premise that the mind can know everything that exists….

Moreover, since atheism usually adheres to some form of “natural” evolutionary theory, it assumes the claim that the universe has always existed (i.e., that there was no “First Cause” that is its personal Creator), and therefore it assumes that the “mechanism” of evolution has always been at work. Consequently it must assume that everything that now exists, and whatever has evolved, is the inevitable result of impersonal processes of reality. Such a metaphysical viewpoint is of course incapable of making moral distinctions between, say, the actions of Adolf Hitler and Moses, since there is no essential difference between them as “products” of the grand evolutionary machine.

Indeed the “machine” metaphor that nature operates according to certain “laws” that constitute reality reveals an epistemological weakness to the entire “narrative” of atheism. If human beings have evolved over billions (trillions? quadrillions?) of years in a closed system of cause and effect, then how is human consciousness — itself a product constrained by such impersonal forces — able to transcend the system that programs it to evaluate its meaning and truth? To say that categorically everything evolved by an impersonal system of cause and effect is therefore a self-refuting and metaphysically meaningless claim…

Atheists often claim that God “cannot” exist because the world is so unjust and full of pointless suffering, and yet from what source does this ideal of justice derive? How is it possible to define what “evil” or “good” mean by appealing to natural processes alone? How does the atheist derive any “ought” from any “is” based on the faith that whatever happens ultimately comes from entirely impersonal natural processes? On the grounds of philosophical naturalism (i.e., that there is nothing but “natural elements, principles, and relations” of the kind studied by the natural sciences) there is no such “thing” as “right” or “wrong,” there is no realm of “ought,” but only brute facts of reality, and therefore there is no way to criticize whatever happens since it is, after all, an inevitable and necessary outcome. The only recourse – on naturalism’s grounds – is to claim (with Thrasymachus) that “might makes right” (the survival of the fittest), and to abandon any talk of ethical idealism. Ironically enough, since naturalism reduces (or redefines) morality to mere description of natural processes, it cannot say anything meaningful about what is morally right or wrong at all. In short, atheism is a morally bankrupt philosophy based on irrational thinking, darkness, and despair.

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He will never leave you…

The Scriptures declare that though the “outward self” (ὁ ἔξω ἡμῶν ἄνθρωπος) inevitably wastes away (διαφθείρω), the “inner self” (ὁ ἔσω ἡμῶν) is being renewed (ἀνακαινόω, i.e., “raised up in newness of life”) day by day (2 Cor. 4:16), which implies that we have nothing to fear regarding our perpetuity and acceptance as God’s beloved children. Therefore we do not “lose heart” (lit., act badly, from ἐκ, “out” + κακός, “badly”). Despite the shadows of this world, we take hold of the words of our Savior, who said: “I give you eternal life, and you will never be destroyed (ἀπόλλυμι), and no one will snatch you out of my hand” (John 10:28). And in another place he likewise said, “Everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die (οὐ μὴ ἀποθάνη)” (John 11:26).

 

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God has redeemed you, friend, and he has called you by your name; he knows you intimately, and you belong to Him. God does not call groups, but rather individuals. The Spirit calls out, “follow me…” The Lord never leaves nor forsakes those who trust in Him, even if they should face waters that seem to overwhelm or fires that seem to devour and consume.