Teshuvah of Seeking…

In the Torah portion for Rosh Hashanah (i.e., parashat Vayeilech), Moses announced his impending death and transferred the leadership of the Jewish nation to Joshua (יְהוֹשֻׁעַ), a type of Messiah who would bring Israel into the promised land. Moses continued his speech, and foresaw that despite his appeals the people would turn away from the covenant, which would cause God’s face to turn away: “And hiding I will hide My face on that day, because of all the evil they have committed” (Deut. 31:18). The sages note this verse is grammatically unusual because of the double use of the word “hide” (i.e., הַסְתֵּר אַסְתִּיר פָּנַי). God hides the fact that He is in hiding… If you do not know that God is “hiding,” you will not seek for Him; and if you feel within your heart that God is hiding, you are invited to return to Him, as King David said, “For you have said to my heart, ‘Seek my face;’ and my heart has said to You, ‘Your face, O LORD, will I seek.’


In this connection we note that Yeshua often spoke in the form of a parable (παραβολή) to “code” his meaning, to make it accessible only to those who were genuinely willing to make comparisons, to reason analogically, and so on (Isa. 1:18; 1 Cor. 2:13). He used “indirection,” allusion, allegory, and “figures of speech” (παροιμία, lit. “[speech] beyond the usual way”), in order to provoke people to explore and ask the hard questions about life… “Truly, you are a God who hides himself, O God of Israel, the Savior” (Isa. 45:15).

“For God so loved the world” that He disguised himself as a bondservant to die in shame upon a cross; “God so loved the world” that he became entirely unesteemed — “despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief” (Isa. 53:3). Yet even Moses foresaw the stupor of the people in relation to the truth of God (Deut. 29:4). Regarding the “hiding of face,” in His sovereign judgment God decreed: “They know not, nor do they discern, for he has smeared their eyes so that they cannot see, and their hearts, so that they cannot understand” (Isa. 44:18). God “gave them over to their stubborn hearts, to follow their own devices” (Psalm 81:12; Rom. 1:24); they went “backward and not forward” (Jer. 7:24). This was not a blindness induced by the “god of this world” as much as it was a darkness induced by the flesh and its apathy toward God. The mind became dull and sleepy because it ceased to believe in the miracle – and to realize that God’s truth is always something extraordinary, spectacular, and wonderful…