It has been said that there are two ways to be fooled. One is to believe what isn’t true; the other is to refuse to believe what is… Hence thinking that you are spiritual when you really are not is to deceive yourself, but so also is thinking you are not spiritual when you really are. In the former case you are a hypocrite, but in the latter case you are a person of little faith… If you are willing to honestly examine the status of your spiritual life, see whether you are trusting in your own will to believe, in your own obedience to the moral law, etc., or whether you are trusting in the Reality and power of the resurrected Savior to give you life from the dead…
We’ve learned from repeated failures that “the power of sin is in the law” (1 Cor. 15:56), that is, in the unjustified pride of the flesh (ego) that attempts to validate or justify itself. The business of working on yourself, excusing yourself, defending yourself, and so on runs so deeply within that Paul calls it the “law of sin and death” (תּוֹרַת הַחֵטְא וְהַמָּוֶת). Often we have to keep revisiting the same sins over and over until the message sinks in and we begin to “get it.” Only God Himself knows how many iterations are needed, but the flesh seems irrepressible in its pride and therefore keeps attempting to operate “under the law.” Living under the law, however, means living under the principle of self-justification, which invariably leads to failure, guilt, and the need for further self-justification. “Religion” can serve as a construction of the ego, an acronym that means “easing God out.” The solution to this ever-turning “wheel of sorrow,” this infinite and self-defeating “loop,” is to “die to the law” and its demands and be raised to live in newness of life (Rom. 7:1-6; Gal. 2:19-21).
We read in our Torah portion this week (Beha’alotekha): “Now the man Moses was exceedingly humble, more than any other person on the face of the earth” (Num. 12:3). Note that the word “humble” (i.e., anav: עָנָו) can be rearranged to spell the word “iniquity” (i.e., avon: עוֹן) by swapping the letter Vav (ו), the symbol for man (i.e., “flesh”), in place of the letter Nun (נ), the symbol for life/Yeshua. This suggests that when we put ourselves as the center, we cease to be humble but instead become perverse; conversely, putting Yeshua in the center of your life instills true humility…
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