Though it is good to ask questions about what we believe, to seek for understanding, and to study the Scriptures, we must do so using the principle that “faith seeks understanding,” rather than the converse principle that “understanding seeks faith,” since the latter elevates human reason to be the judge and arbiter of the things of God, a role for which it is both incapable and unsuited (Isa. 55:8-9; Job 9:10; 11:7; Psalm 139:6; Rom. 11:33). God is not a “what” but a “Who,” and that affects the means by which we know him (John 4:24). We certainly can know truth about God, though the instrumentality for attaining such knowledge transcends the abilities of unaided human reason (see Deut. 29:29).
Some people talk about “honest doubt” regarding matters of God, and while there may indeed be occasions to confess the limitations of our ability to understand the mysteries of heaven, we must be on guard not to ply a present lack of “semantic closure” as an excuse for despair that hardens our hearts and justifies our sin… The lower nature’s machinations are so devious that we must be on guard and “test what manner of spirit” you are (Luke 9:55; 1 John 4:1; James 4:4). In the name of “honest doubt” a soul can invent all manner of difficulties of interpretation, the mind may become jaded and agnostic; the heart cools and steps away from the passion of faith… Doubt introduces hesitancy, compromise, and godless misgivings; it is a leech upon the soul, sapping the strength of conviction, weakening the balm of assurance. Be careful. Honest seeking is one thing, but practiced doubt may be an evasive measure – a diabolical ploy meant to distance yourself from responsibility to God’s truth.
Often enough people have a “problem” with faith not because there is insufficient reason to believe — after all, every soul has intuitive awareness of the reality of God’s reality and power (see Rom. 1:19-20; Psalm 19:1-4; Acts 14:17) — but because secret sin lurking within the heart is cherished as the soul’s ultimate concern and most precious value. Such idolatry of heart is the essence of much “doubt,” since faith ultimately is an act of will. “The heart has its reasons that reason knows not of” applies both to the realm of God but to the affections of the selfish heart… In that sense doubt serves as a deal made with the devil – an exchange of a “mess of pottage” for the blessing of God!
Charles Spurgeon once wrote: “It seems that doubt is worse than trial. I had sooner suffer any affliction than be left to question the gospel or my own interest in it” (Vol. 29, Sermons). Amen, the gospel cannot be esteemed apart from personal interest in its truth, for otherwise we are merely toying with its message. You must believe that the truth of God – and being properly related to this truth by means of a trusting relationship – is the most inestimably precious and important matter of your very existence… “Find God or die.” We cannot escape from the double-mindedness of our way apart from sincerely turning to God and asking Him to show us his glory, his beauty, and the wonder of his great love. A divided house cannot stand. The way of deliverance from yourself – to way to be free of enslaving passions and dark desires that fragment the soul – is by means of the miracle of God: “For the flesh has desires that are opposed to the Spirit, and the Spirit has desires that are opposed to the flesh, for these are in opposition to each other, so that you cannot do what you want’ (Gal. 5:17; Rom. 7:15-25), but if you are led by the Spirit, you are free from the law of sin and death and are enabled to live according to a new source of power and life, namely, the law of the Spirit of Life in Messiah Yeshua (Rom. 6:6,14; Gal. 2:20). Living in slavery to sin is to lose yourself – to have no “center,” no self that unifies your heart and focuses your reason for being… It is the hell of no longer believing in anything at all, and especially no longer believing yourself.
Soren Kierkegaard once lamented: “The matter is quite simple. The Bible is very easy to understand. But we Christians are a bunch of scheming swindlers. We pretend to be unable to understand it because we know very well that the minute we understand we are obliged to act accordingly.” There is a very real danger of “thinking about” truth rather than living it. For instance, you might study the Psalms as literature and attempt to understand the nuances of Hebrew poetry, but that is altogether different than reciting the psalms with inner passion, with simple conviction and the earnest desire to unite our heart’s cry with the devotion that gave life to the words… We must read with a heart of faith to unlock the truth that speaks to the heart. If you believe only what you understand, your faith is actually grounded in your own reasoning, not in the Divine Voice of Love…
The way of trust is always a matter of the heart’s passion and hope… The Spirit of God speaks gently: “My child, give me your heart, and let your eyes observe my ways” (Prov. 23:26). When we call God “Abba,” we are not using a formal name that indicates distance, but rather a term that evokes intimate closeness and reliance. Calling out to God as “Abba” signifies that we genuinely accept that God regards us as his beloved child…
Hebrew Lesson
Proverbs 23:26 Hebrew Reading:
