I had mentioned the other day that the letter Aleph (א) at the end of the word vayikra (“and he called”) is written smaller than the other letters in the word, which the sages say represents the humility of God – both in his condescension to be known by human beings, but also in his willingness to be “sacrificed” by making room for us within the creation. Just as the Cloud of Glory so overwhelmed the Mishkan (Tabernacle) so that Moses himself was unable to enter (Exod. 40:35), so all of reality is filled with God’s glory, and thankfully God has made a place for you by means of his sacrifice… This idea is sometimes called “tzitzum” in Jewish theology, which means God had to contract or “empty” himself in order to make space for the created universe.
There is a fundamental ambivalence regarding how we may relate to God. On the one hand, drawing close to God is a dangerous prospect. When Moses first encountered the LORD at the burning bush, for example, he was afraid to look upon God and was told not to draw near because the place was holy (Exod. 3:5). Moses was afraid because God was transcendent, holy, unapproachable, incomprehensibly powerful and unutterably glorious. This unease or dread is called yirat Adonai (יראת ה), or the “fear of the LORD.” On the other hand, drawing close to God is the heart’s greatest desire (and need), and blessedness is found as we learn to trust in Him and know Him in all our ways. This is called devakut (דבקות), or “cleaving” to the LORD in communion and surrender to his grace (Deut. 10:20). The existential ambivalence arises because the Scriptures teach that we should both fear and love the Lord — contradictory and antithetical passions within the soul (Deut. 10:12; Psalm 2:11; Heb. 10:31).