“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil…” (Psalm 23:4). O God of Light, Light of the world, surely You know my need for light as I look to You, especially when darkness tries to extinguish my hope. Despite my inability to see you now, help me to know that you are with me; let “thy rod and thy staff comfort me” and lead me closer to you. Lord, when I am afraid, quicken the faith you have put within my heart. Be Thou my Shepherd in my darkness, O Lord my God…
“Be not afraid.” Over and over again in the Scriptures we hear the LORD saying to those who trust in Him, al-tirah, “be not afraid.” Nachman of Breslov is reported to have once said, “All the earth is a very narrow bridge (כָּל־הָעוֹלָם כֻּלּוֹ גֶּשֶׁר צַר מְאד), and the point of life is never to be afraid.” Likewise we trust Yeshua to be the Bridge to the Father, the narrow way of passage that leads to everlasting life. He calls out to us in the storms of this world, “Take heart. It is I; be not afraid” (Matt. 14:27). The heart of faith senses the LORD’s presence, even in the darkness, and hears the Spirit saying, “I am with you…”
I do not see the road ahead of me, I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean I am actually doing so. But I believe the desire to please you does in fact please you, and I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore, I will trust you always, though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for your are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone. – Thomas Merton
In times of testing, how desperately do we need a sense of companionship and intimacy with the Lord! When you feel abandoned, ashamed, or alone; or when you are afraid and unsure of yourself; or when pain distances you from others, nudging you to isolation or loneliness, then may God’s Spirit brood over you, whispering your name, reminding you that you are never alone, and that God Himself is forever for you, despite yourself. Therefore “fear no evil,” because God is with you in the midst of your present darkness. As it is written: “Surely goodness and love shall pursue you all the days of your life, and you shall dwell in the house of the LORD forever” (Psalm 23:6). Come alive, O heart of faith!
The theology of our Messiah insists that truth matters, and that knowing the truth about God is absolutely essential for life itself. Nothing is more important; nothing is more vital. As Yeshua solemnly affirmed: “This is eternal life (חַיֵּי עוֹלָם), that they may know you, the only true God (אֶל־אֱמֶת), and Yeshua the Messiah (יֵשׁוּעַ הַמָּשִׁיחַ) whom you have sent (John 17:3). Note that the Hebrew word for knowledge is da’at (דַּעַת), a word that implies intimate cognitive differentiation and the apprehension of spiritual reality. Your life is a venture of faith, an irrepeatable, infinitely costly venture.
When Yeshua said, “Let not your heart be troubled… I go to prepare a place for you,” he was assuring his friends that he had matters well under his control, and therefore they did not need to worry, since his passion rendered their salvation completely secure… The future is a “prepared place” for you, even if life in this world is often marked by testing and various refining fires. God has not promised to rescue us according to our own schedule, however, so if it appears that your prayers are not immediately answered, keep waiting in faith: “Rejoice, even if you have been grieved by various trials, because the tested genuineness of your faith — more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire — may result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Yeshua the Messiah” (1 Pet. 1:6-7). God works “all things together for good,” and since the exercise of faith is your good, he engineers all things to build your faith. “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says the LORD” (Isa. 55:8).
The message of the cross of Messiah is that your deepest need for love, peace, and happiness is not to be found in this world, nor in the religious philosophies of this world, but instead is found by being healed from the sickness of spiritual death. That’s the gospel message, after all, which presents an offense to the “flesh,” that is, to natural human pride and humanistic aspiration. Indeed many religious people seem to think that something more is needed than the miracle of Messiah, and they therefore both underestimate the severity of our lost condition while flattering the ego with the conceit that it can contribute something to prospect of genuine eternal life… The Apostle Paul admonished: “If with the Messiah you died to the axioms of this world, why, as though you still belonged to the world, do you submit to its presuppositions (i.e., δόγματα)?” (Col. 2:20). Religious “legalism” (i.e., adherence to formula or ritual rather than living in personal faith) is a worldly practice that leads to a false sense of security in the mantras, ceremonies, “virtue signaling,” theological jargon, and various “mummeries” of religion. Worse still may such worldly religion lead to a “holier-than-thou” sense of spiritual superiority or elitism. Yeshua denounced the religionists of his day by focusing on what mattered most of all — healing the outcasts, touching the lepers, seeking the lost, and being a “friend of tax collectors and sinners” (Matt. 11:19). Focusing on outer forms of religion — even Torah based religion — elevates the law to an end in itself rather than as a means to the greater end of love and healing. We have to be careful not to make an idol out of religious practices, for all the commandments are meant to serve the end of receiving God’s love and sharing that blessing with others. Any “Torah observance” that leads you to “thank God that you are not like other people” (Luke 18:11) is therefore not genuine Torah observance at all, for the heart of the Torah is love, just as love is the Torah of the Gospel (John 15:12).
The “doctrine of Balaam” (ἡ διδαχή Βαλαάμ) is the wicked strategy of enticing others to sin by encouraging them to “eat food offered to idols” and to engage in sexual immorality (Rev. 2:14). This was how Balaam was able finally to curse the Israelites at Baal Peor, after all (see Num. 25:1-10; 31:16). In short, Balaam’s doctrine was one of “syncretism,” advocating a mindless “tolerance” that arrogantly claimed that all religions are equally true, and therefore all are equally false… Such “tolerance” is a charade for moral and spiritual nihilism that creates weakened people easily controlled by political fascism. In ancient Rome, official “tolerance” led to the brutal intolerance of the “Imperial Cult” where the power of the State (represented by the Emperor) was worshiped. In our age, the doctrine of Balaam first entices people to “eat food offered to idols,” that is, to partake in the irrational dogma of “absolute tolerance” and unthinking universalism. After opening the heart to accept such idolatry, sexual immorality is the natural expression, a consequence of self-deception. We must remain vigilant: God sets us free from the slavery of surrounding culture to become a witness of the truth. Assimilating with this world and its political ideals and cultural idols is a form of spiritual adultery. Do not fool yourself: Whoever makes himself a friend of the world is an enemy of God (James 4:4).
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“Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you” (Psalm 73:25). Such is the “exile of hope” we suffer in this world… Torah begins: “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth, and the earth was “tohu va’vohu v’choshekh” (תהוּ וָבהוּ וְחשֶׁךְ) – confusion and emptiness and darkness – which the sages interpret to mean that when we truly understand that God created the heavens and the earth, we will realize our earthy desires to be barren, empty and unreal.
When you become alive to the truth that the LORD is your Rock, the very ground upon which you live, move, and have your being, then your steps are made sure, as it says, “The steps of a man are established by the LORD, when he delights in his way; though he fall, he shall not be cast down: for the LORD holds his hand” (Psalm 37:23-24). When you are unsure of your way, when you walk in uncertainty, you are unsteady in your resolve and are tempted to regard your life as being without any solid foundation. As you commit your way to the LORD, your steps are made sure, for you are walking before his Presence, and therefore you are upheld by his power.